fingers crossed!

yay got my puter back again! sillly little man that came round only did graham a set up (we like to have our own 'side') so i had to copy all the internet connections to get over onto my side which was easier said than done and get the printer and scanner going again, i'm the only one that uses them, grrrrrrrr quite proud of myself really!

well its the big scan tomorrow and i'm soooooooooooo scared again, i hate the 20 week scan anyway but this time its even worse, its at 9 am and takes at least 50 minutes :0( bet i'll be sore after wards, starting to panic abit that the decision i know we will make if things are grim is going to be even more traumatic than it would have been 4 weeks ago. i am still quite positive that all is ok BUT then i keep giving myself a reality check and thinking what if.......... the one thing i'm glad about is that we havent told the kids yet so if things go wrong we dont have to explain to them, really hope tomorrow we get to show them a scan piccy and tell them all about their new baby bro/sis, molly is staying the night at my mums tonight so i just have to drop off nathan and jessica at school and then carry straight on to hossie (its about a 2 min drive from there thank goodness!) so thats where we are at the mom, trying to remain positive but very scared at the same time.